In His own time, in His own unique ways..

I have just found out that one of my friend had just had her breast operated.
Not cancer, just a lump but still that was a strange thing in your body which in the future might *or might not* grow into a cancer.
I confirmed to another friend what was actually happened.

Grey's Anatomy come to the rescue...=)
A friend gave her grey's anatomy.
What happened was this friend of mine knew something felt so weird with her boobs but only after watching grey's anatomy that she realised thing maybe that bad.
That is actually the episodes where an old lady came to the hospital saying something is wrong with her boobs and this episode just happened to be similar to my friend's case that she went to see a doctor..
So happeningg..!!

God has His own plan, His own ways, His own time.
Human can make thounsands of plans, but none of them can override God's.
This friend of mine for example.
Who wants to have problems like hers??
Noone!!
That was every girls' bad dream. Noone wants to have any lump on her breast.
That will not make a woman Not-woman..at least in my opinion.
But still, it might bring any psychological effect as we live in Indonesia where people's opinion dictates the way we have to behave.

I am amazed..I am truly truly amazed.
God is good. God is amazing.
Who would think that one episode of a drama can save my friend's life??
I guess this might have happened a lot of times but this time it happened in front of me.
I witnessed the goodness of God.
Everything happen in His time...
Im still amazed..No words can describee..

One lesson I got here,
Believe in God..
Have faith in Him and everything is gonna be fine because He has good plan and not a plan of destruction..

Another lessonn......
WATCH GREY'S ANATOMYYY..!!!!!
It's good, people..
And its usefulness is pro..hahaha=p

PS: Dedicated to my friend Valen..
Everything is gonna be fine darl..Jesus loves u..and so do I..=)

A journey of faith in Jesus

I want to share a very very interesting reflection I heard from a friend who got this from a priest and she really did contemplate this.
“Jesus is your GPS”
WHAT??!!
Yes people, Jesus is your GPS.

Do you know how GPS work? I bet every people do.
Jesus in some ways guide you throughout your life like GPS do. He will tell you which direction to go, which turn to take, where the round about is, etc. Jesus has the map of your life, all roads and streets you can take.

This friend of mine shared her experience with using a GPS. She knows how to go to the place she usually has her cell group. However, that day, having heard of this reflection, she tried the GPS. What happened was that GPS gave her a different route than the one she usually takes. As she had some spare time she thought she might as well try this different route. This route was a total different from the route she is familiar with but having said that she tried to “have faith” in the GPS and start following the route it gave her. While driving she was contemplating about the GPS being the analogy of her journey of faith.

Even when you are still in the womb, Jesus has calculated your route in coming back to Him. Jesus has given you the best possible way to find Him. He does know you and your limit as a human and therefore He calculated roads and street that will not give you obstacles that you cannot deal with. But what always happen is that you are always get distracted with things on the way. You always made your way out of calculated route and even though the GPS has told you “wrong turn..wrong turnn..” you will make that turn anyway because you found something very interesting on that road. Every GPS will re-calculate your route and so does Jesus. He will re-calculate your journey so that you will get back on track. The re-calculation will sometimes take a long time and sometimes not. It will sometimes also direct you to road that you are not familiar with and maybe through road that you find it difficult to deal with. However, be assured that that road will take you to your destination safe and sound for Lord has promised us plans to prosper and no to harm, and a future filled with hope (Jeremiah 29:11).
In the end, my friend chose to go the way the GPS directed her and she arrived safely at her destination. That is exactly how we should keep our faith in Jesus.

When your GPS starts to annoy you turn it OFF but don’t turn Jesus OFF.. Stay tune in Him always =)
Install a new GPS when your old GPS is broken, but never ever “install” a new Jesus because Jesus never obsolete.
Last but not least, Jesus is not a GPS and a GPS is not Jesus. But have faith in Jesus like you do in your GPS.

VaniGo 020509
Thanks to Tina dan tumpangannya pulang dan cerita2 menarik yang selalu di-share sama saya=)

Why is it called friendship??

Have you ever thought why people called it friendship?

Friendship is unlike love.
whilst love can be one sided, friendship can never be.
That is why to me friendship is more important than love.

Why friend+ship?
because when you become friend you are on the same boat.
You experienced the same thing, you know things that the other know.
You suffered from the same weather, you fight the same enemy.
When something goes wrong you fix things together.
You complete each other in a way a love sometimes failed to do.

If that is so then why hiding things from each other?
Hiding things is a form of lying.
Friend never lied to each other because once you did friends can never trust each other again.
It will just damn well ruin your journey..

Anywayy...,
If eating is a crime..
Then, i missed my partners in crime..
Gendut dan Kebo...i miss u so muchhhhh..=p
Hope your grandpa is okayy..
I do really miss our outings.
Miss your big apetite..*uuppsss*
Miss the dvd hunting..
Come here soon matesss...*and dont forget bring me some richeese*

P.S: of kros I do miss Rosa my partner in good deeds as well as bad deeds..lol

8th February '09

I think there is something different with one of my friends.
2 hari yang lalu dia bilang nanti Rabu bakal undergo a high risk surgery. Kelihatannya hari itu dia khawatir banget. Reasonable sih soalnya kalo dipikir2 if I were him ya sama saya juga bakal khawatir sangat.
And today, dia beda jadi pendiam. Usually,kita chat seharian dari pagi sampe malem ngomong ini itu. Hari ini dia lebih pendiam. Ga tau dia ada memang lg ada masalah lain yang ga bisa cerita ke aku atau emang masih kepikiran masalah surgery itu.
I feel like as a friend I'm so useless ga bisa bantuin apa2. Yah aku juga ga expect dia bakal cerita masalahnya kalo emang terlalu pribadi sihh. I just feel like helping if I can.
Well,anyway if u read this u know who u are dan soal surgery itu percaya aja lah sama si prof kan om anda juga suka tanya2 sama dia berarti dia bisa dipercaya tohh hehehe. The rest let God do His wonderful works. I believe ur gonna be okayyy..=)
I can do nothing juga paling2 cuma comfort u doankk..mau diajak ngmg soal penyakitnya juga ga ngertiii..hehehe=p

Anyway, tiba2 kepikiran dalam pikiranku. Nasib orang di dunia ini bener2 unpredictable.
There is this person I know. 3 minggu lalu orang ini masih baik2 masih bisa tertawa bercanda tadi pagi tiba2 ada kabar orang ini meninggal *my condolences*.
On the other hand, ga kebayang juga malem ini bakal have fun se-fun2-nya. Hehehe.

Hmm..it's late, time to sleep.
Perasaan sudah lebih enteng kalo ginii..haha.
Seharian kepikiran ada apa dengan konco plek saya iniii.. Apakah saya dicuekin karena kesalahan saya hari ituu??? I'm so sorry yah kalo iyaaa=(
Susah juga yah kalo jadi org terlalu gampang mikirin org laen. Tp jd org terlalu cuek ya susah. Pusing ga tuh???=)

First Love Never Dies??!!

Is it true first love never dies??

Once I was in love with someone say Mr X.
That was when we were in 4th grade.
*omg that was like thousand years agoo:p*
It was a monkey love and we never date not until today.

We grew up to became a very best friend a BF without the second F and you'll know why later on:p
We never hesitate to share everything we have, every story we heard, every occasion we experience. We never know the word embarrassing because none of those stories are never did to us. We share almost everything. Even when our parents were fighting we will call the other and cried out loud.
We fought so many times but we still reconcile in a pretty silly way.always.

We grew even older, made more friends, met more people, experienced more of life's bitter and sweet.
Until one day we had that big fight and never reconcile until today.
He hurt my feeling. I know I did too.
However, somehow if God give me the chance to I still wants to be his friend again.BFF this time I hope.
It will always comes up the first on my grown up xmas list.

Growing up, I learnt that true love never dies.
Neither will it survive.
Only true love will never dies and eventually will survive forever until death do it part=)

unimportant call

0658 in the morning....
the phone rang
I reluctantly picked it up, silently saying this call better be important...!!

And the story goes.........
Caller (Cr): Hallo, bisa bicara dengan Bu Jun??
Me: Hah???Siapaaa??
Cr: Bu Jun nya ada nggak??
Me: Hmm..Ini dari siapa yahh??
Cr: Oh ini langgananya yang biasa beli sayur sama Bu Jun
Me: WHATTTT???!!!!Sejak kapan mamaku jualan sayurrr??? -.-""
Me: Oh maaf bu salah sambung kayaknya. Mau telpon nomer berapa ya buu??
Cr: oh salah sambung yahh??Maaf kalo gituhhh..

*tut..tut..tut.......*

Sialan nih orangggg..!!

Kado ultah ter"indah"

Hai teman2 yang sedang sedih karena tes AFA nya susahhhh...
Yang merasa gampang seperti cowoknya vicky ya ga haii..!!!haha Im sorry lah ya vicc..sekali2 gangguin u gpp lah yahh..=p

Anyway, let me greet my lil bro happy birddayyy..
Semoga di ultah yang ke 17 ini kamu menemukan dirimu yang sesungguhnya dan menemukan cita2mu yang benar..hahahahaha xDD
Agak menjijikan!!

Yeah, moving on..
Besok saya ultah sodara sodara..
Yang ke 20....
Masya olohhhhhh..kepala 2 woiiii..
Mumpung belum 20 lah..Let me say this

HEY KALIAN YANG SUDAH 20

DASAR TANTE2 OM2

TUA SEMUA IH..

*hahaha..especially si emak ayam sama tante zendi. Tua kalian..!!T.U.A*

Nah, sekarang saya mau bahas kado2 ter"indah" sepanjang hidupku..

The first one, when I was twelve.......

Seharian badan sakit, punggung udah ga kalah sama orang sakit boyok.

Masya ampun sakitnya bukan maen. Bahkan ulu hati pun sakit..

Masih harus lomba musik lagi. Mana konsen coba.

Ternyataaaaaa..selidik punya selidik saya terserang penyakit CACAR AIRRR..

chicken pox sodara2.

Hasilnya, saya ga masuk kelas 2 minggu kalo ga sebulan. Dan begitu masuk kelas, ga lama kemudian separuh kelas kena cacar air semua...LOL

Dan sampe hari ini, itu topik yang selalu di brought up kalo kita lagi reunian SD. Semua orang inget...OHMAIGATTT..MANNNNNN..yang gituan diinget..-.-""

Some more, memasuki minggu ke 2 saya mendapatkan tanda2 kalo cewe mulai dewasa dapet apa hayooooo?????ya jawab sendiri lah ya pokoknya aku dapet itu. bayanginnnnnnnn

Oh iya, not to forget to mention losing someone you really admire. By really I mean it. I really really really admire him. Admire di sini bukan as in love but as in a brother. He is my brother, the figure of y life. The worst birthday present in advance ever.

I have to face the death of the people I love the most when I was only twelve.

Aku berpikiran untuk meneruskan cita2 dia and here I am stuck di acc finance..LOL=p

6 tahun kemudiann.......

tanggal 16 saya ultah, tanggal 18 sahabat terbaik harus pergi ke US..haizzz.

2 tahun kemudian.........

*udah mulai males semakin lama ceritanya semakin pendek*

tes AFA ga bisa, business finance dapet jelek.

BAGUSSSSSS...Mau jadi apa hidupmu ini nak2...=p

Anyway, sekarang waktunya kita serius.

Apa sih menurut kamu arti ultah itu?

a. Cake

b. Kado

c. Makan2

d. Pesta

e. None of the above

I choose E. none of the above. Menurutku ultah itu waktunya kita sadar diri.

Itu sekali dalam setaun kita diingatkan "apa sih yang sudah kamu perbuat selama setaun kemarin?apa yang sudah kamu hasilkan setaun kemarin?"

Sebetulnya ultah kali ini paling sedih lah buatku. Now Im 20. I cant say Im sumthing-teen anymore. Im not a teenager anymore.

Im now twenty.

A point where I think inilah saatnya aku mengambil segala tanggung jawab yang sudah seharusnya aku ambil.

It is as if selama ini orang tua kita tuh menyimpan semua tanggung jawab itu untuk diberikan ke kita suatu hari nanti. Bagi aku inilah hari itu. The day when Im turning twenty.

Aku udah ga bisa maen2 lagi, udah ga boleh main2 lagi sama hidupku sendiri dan sama apa yang aku lakukan di hidup ini. Starting from now I have to take everything seriously.

This is the age where people will start to look at you as an adult. Umur dimana orang mulai menilai kita. Kalau kita jadi orang bener dan berhasil berarti orang tua kita bener dan sudah mendidik anaknya jadi "orang" unless mereka pasti bilang "ohhhhh ternyata si tuan itu dan nyonya ini tuh kayak gt mangkanya anaknya jadi kayak gt"

Things get worse when you are the eldest in the family. Dimana2 kalau anak paling tua berhasil no matter what happen ke adik2nya orang paling engga bilangnya gini "untuk anaknya tuan itu sama nyonya ini ada yang jadi orang 1. coba kalo yang paling tua ini kayak adik2nya ga karuan gt. kasian deh si itu dan ini"

Tapi coba kalau yang paling tua rusak trus adik2nya berhasil orang pasti tetep bilang "yah mama papanya kayak gt sih pantes aja anaknya gt. untung aja adik2nya ga ada yang niru dia"

Yah..gt lah beban beratnya jadi anak paling tua apalagi yang turning twenty.

Am I thinking too much about this??

Yah anyway,

Saya mulai ketagihan blogging. setiap hari kalo ga blogging serasa ada yang kurang..

Parahhhhh..!!!!

anyway lagi, saya punya teman yang cukup dodol untuk bilang "happy bday in advance yah van..mendingan bilang sekarang daripada ntar gw lupa trus dimarahin"

NAHHH..itu lah contoh manusia yang sudah 20 tahun dan dodoll..hahaha

dasar tua lu ndra.. udah kepala 2 tua lu ndra tuaaaaaaaaa...hahahahahaha xDD

Saya mau memuas2kan diri ngatain orang 20 tahun an tua hari ini..LOL

Ya sudah lah.

C u besok.

Liat apa yang bisa saya taruh di blog besok.

Tomorrow should be an intersting day..=p