Time Warp

Watching someone you love is dying, or even dead, is not easy.
Living in a memory of the past of someone you love passed away is hard.
Everytime you see something that reminds you of that person you cried.
Everytime you are reminded that you are living that person's dream you cried.

I am a person of no dream.
I am living someone else's dream...and I admit, that much is not easy.

I am trying so hard to remember how you look like.
I am trying so hard to remember the way you laugh, the way you talk to me....
but to no avail.
I only remember what a perfect role model you were.
and I am living my life as a sister to an awesome brother trying to achieve the prefection you showed me...but I am still working on it.

I am way passed your age when you passed away, but still if I could go back for just one more day..

I remember the day I graduated, I was full of joy for finally I have fulfill my dream to fulfill yours...
This is what you wanted to be.





I miss you that much..even after 10 years.